is was saturday morning (june 20th), at about 930. i received a phone call from this guy named TJ (yes that's where this is going). TJ is going to hawaii and is in charge of worship. so he was calling to see if i could get together that day at noon. and i could. so when i was talking to him i was thinking about how cute he sounds on the phone. so he gave me his address and a little while later i looked up the directions online. but his address wasn't coming up. so i called him and he asked me if i just wanted him to text it to me. then i was on my way to his house and got lost about 3 times. the last time i was the street before his and thought it was the right one but i couldn't find his house. so i had to call him and he informed me that i was on the wrong street. so as i was walking back to my car i thought to myself, this guy is gonna be really cute and i'm gonna feel like i complete idiot. so i get to his house and knock on the door, he answers and low and behold a beautiful man is standing in front of me (did i mention he's 21 and an amazing christian???). i definitely felt like an idiot the instant i saw him. but that all went away pretty fast. at rehearsal it was just me, him, his brother ryan and this guy chris. it was a lot of fun though. we talked about the people i hang out with at church and about camps. so the rest of that night i had him on my mind.
then monday night we had a hawaii meeting. my heart was pounding the whole time before he came. the whole night was about team building so one of the things becky made us do was make lemonade. he was cracking me up the whole time. amanda told him that you get more juice out of lemons if you roll them on the table before cutting them. so he took 2 lemons and rolled them on the table but was going really fast (i don't think this part will be very funny later but it is now cause i can still see him rolling the lemons in my head). then we needed to add the sugar. he took a huge cup full of it and was about to pour it in, then said, if this doesn't taste good, it's aubree's fault. it was pretty funny.
so then, becky sent me a message on facebook about getting an hour pass so she could see TJ and his band play at FQ on thursday. so i got really excited and decided that i was gonna be there the whole day so i could see him play. so wednesday comes around and amanda text messaged me at like 1130 saying that she saw him. i was just like oh cool he's there maybe i'll see him later. what she didn't tell me is that he was playing with his band. so when i got there a little before 3 she told me and i was so bummed i missed it. then right after i got there i saw him walking across the courtyard. i yelled him name and he turned around and came over to say hi. he gave me a hug (which i was not expecting, and he didn't give amanda a hug even though she was standing right next to me). so the whole rest of the day i couldn't stop thinking about him. so i text messaged him at like 4 to see if he was still at the church, i was gonna have him come hang out with me for a bit at the inflatables. he didn't text me back until like 530. he said he had to leave but he'd be back for the evening service. so i told him that he should sit by me and amanda but he never said anything. then we were sitting inside the sanctuary and i turned to look at something and he was sitting right behind me leaning forward (well he was like 2 seats over from me). so we talked for a minute and he asked me how the rest of my day was once he left.
so theeeeeeen. amanda called me this morning at like 1115 and said that TJ and his band were playing again this morning. so i rushed over to the church and was sitting there the whole time he played. i felt really dumb but i loved it. i was just hanging out with martha, kels, and frank. of course frank found out that i like him and was like, oh i'll get his number for you, i'll talk to him and tell him to pursue you. all this stuff. then they'd tell me every time he looked over at me. then my face would get all red and i'd start laughing. but i couldn't help but notice how much he looked at him either. not just this morning but monday and saturday as well.
so we'll see what happens tomorrow, if i see him or not.
then on saturday we're having another practice for hawaii. so we'll see what happens then too.
i'm really excited to spend 17 days with him in hawaii. i'm excited to get to know him better, obviously i haven't even known him for a week.
i'm scared that i'm falling too hard, too fast. i think i do that all the time. when i like a guy, i like him a lot, with every piece of me. i can't stop thinking about him. it's so pathetic already. i seriously continuously check my phone to see if he text messaged me to see if i want to sit with him, or asking where i am... can't help it. i'm super attracted to him.
so ya. that's the latest news. aubree likes another guy, nothing new even though it's a new guy :p
that's all for now, but i'll be sure to get on, probably after saturday night, and give an update!
